Kennedy

I wonder what is in Kennedy’s head

I just found out that Kennedy watch po*n in his shared phone, with his shared Youtube account, without any thought that it’d be inappropriate to watch by a Kid, even adult. And this was the second time he got caught by me without he even noticed any of this. How dumb Kennedy is

I wonder why most of us are traumatized by Kennedy

Kennedy treat me like I was his mom sometimes. He got sulky in the most disgusting ways, with a little girl. He shows no wisdom and self-management, yet he blame me for every slightest bit of my mistake. Every time I didn’t fulfill his willing and ego.

Kennedy say awful things to me like I am not even human that deserve respect or even love to be compromised with. Kennedy only say those kind of thing to me and Barbara. He got softer to Barbara but harder to me.

I’m confused with Kennedy

Kennedy is just realist human I’ve ever known. This is shown by his contradictive behavior. He’s sweet but mean, he’s such a gentle man but also a coward, he’s diligent but messy, he’s good to people but also a fraud. Such a hypocrite man and a people pleaser. I could tell he’s a good family man and good father but not to me.

I wonder why Kennedy chose me

To let out his anger with

To show his short temper to

To throw his mean diction to

To basically just make himself feel better in the most vicious ways

I’m sad.

Kennedy was so nice to me back then. I don’t even remember when it’s started. Did I just made him did that? Why he only did this to me? Does it even my fault? Do I deserve those kind of treatment?

Thanks to Kennedy. Because of him I could write a cool painful writing.

But I would thank him more if he could made me feel normal and fine and good